feeling sad....

It's almost 2am in the morning and yet I'm still awake watching some animes and doing a website.... I'm sad... I don't know why....I don't know the reason... not because of work, money or even a girl... yet I feel sad....I don't what's with the atmosphere around us today... even two of my office mates are feeling sad.... what a lonely day for us....nothing to say.... just want to feel happy even for a day again....

I'm sleepy

It's work again...boy I feel so sleepy..I've only slept for 4 or 5 hours I think... This is because of my project deadline and the anime I'm watching entitled "BLACK CAT". Grabe buti nalang dala ko na ung guitara ko may pang tangal na ko ng stress. I'm learning new musical pieces now. It's going to be a tough day today again coz inaantok nanaman ako talaga grabe... wla din talaga akong ganang kumain... aywan ko ba kung bkt... siguro dahil sa trabaho... or may masakit sa akin na inde ko maipaliwanag kung ano un.. basta gusto ko lang ngayon matulog.. Just want to be with my dad and family again... need to extract some strength from them.. I also need to learn new inspiring words and teaching from my dad... Boy I miss that... Also grabe napapabayaan ko na ung daily bible reading ko ngayon... masyado na akong nalulung sa work and staying late outside the boarding hauz.. Sana maibalik ko ung dati kong habit.. Just want to be me... not pretending I love this and that for the sake of "pakikisama" hope I can make a stand for what I believe and ma aaccept sana nila un... Anyway hoping to be part of praise and worship team again.. although I'm always a part of it... mayroon na kasing mga mas maliit as amin na nag tetrain para kung sakaling wla kmi mga elder...also hapi bertday po kay Jane.... ung ka opis mate kong may asawa na... hope you are thankful sa nagdaan na taon and be excited sa susunod na taon..anyways hanggang dito na muna... have to some coding stuff again.... and also finish that timetable again....

The Song of My Heart at this moment

Nakaupo s’ya sa isang madilim na sulok
Ewan ko ba kung bakit
sa libu-libong babaeng nandoon
Wala pang isang minuto
Nahulog na ang loob ko sa iyo

Gusto ko sanang marinig ang tinig mo
Umasa na rin na sana’y
mahawakan ko ang palad mo
Gusto ko sanang lumapit
kung ‘di lang sa lalaking kayakap mo

[chorus]
Dalhin mo ako sa iyong palasyo
Maglakad tayo sa hardin ng iyong kaharian
Wala man akong pagaari
Pangako kong habangbuhay kitang pagsisilbihan
O aking prinsesa

Di ako makatulog
Naisip ko ang ningning ng iyong mata
Nasa isip kita buong umaga buong magdamag
Sana’y parati kang tanaw
O ang sakit isipin ito’y isang panaginip
Panaginip lang

[repeat chorus]

another test or something

The Boy Next Door Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDm) Kind, yearning, playful, you are The Boy Next Door. You're looking for real Love, a lot like girls do. It might not be manly, but it's sweet. We think the next three years will be very exciting and fruitful ones for you. Your spontaneous, creative side makes you a charming date, and we think you have a horny side just waiting to shine. Or glisten, rather. You enter new relationships unusually hopeful, and the first moments are especially glorious. If you've had some things not work out before, so what. Your exact opposite: The 5-Night Stand Deliberate Brutal Sex Master On paper, most girls would name the Boy Next Door as their ideal mate. In the real world, however, you're often passed over for more dangerous or masculine men. You're the typical "nice guy:" without just a touch of cockiness, you're doomed with girls. A shoulder to cry on? Okay, sure. But never a penis to hold. More than any other type, Boys Next Door evolve as they get older. As we said, many find true love, but some fail miserably in the search. These tarnished few grow up to be The Men Next Door, who are creepy as hell, offering backrubs to kids and what not. ALWAYS AVOID: The Nymph CONSIDER: The Maid of Honor, The Peach Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.

My Heroes Character Representation or something like that

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Micah Sanders You scored 75 Idealism, 25 Nonconformity, 41 Nerdiness

Can we play Scrabble tonight? Congratulations, you're Micah Sanders! You're good-natured, intelligent, perceptive, and naturally inclined toward technology. You're also quite innocent and loving. You've got a fondness for computers and Scrabble. Your best quality: You're extremely perceptive Your worst quality: You can be a little demanding at times

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on Idealism You scored higher than 99% on Nonconformity You scored higher than 99% on Nerdiness

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another day....

yesterday... is sunday thank God for that day... coz I've had another yet great bonding time with my dad and my sis. We went to SM pampanga and strolled down while my sis is buying a corporate shirt for his thesis... I can tell she is really a lady when it comes to buying clothes... she went to each store finding a white corporate dress... any boy all of them looks the same to me... but She said this is not the one... how can she tell that... hmmm anyway after all the shopping galore... I let them eat at the Super Bowl of China restaurant... there starts the usual bonding time with my dad... always giving us words of wisdom and uplifting our spirits for the next week to come... we talk about God.. how to live our life and many things that I love learning..after eating we went to Go Nuts Donuts or whatever the brand name is... any boy!!! the donuts taste like heaven.... what a great day we have... I wish I still maintain this job so that we can do that every sunday.... hahahaha....